I am in a circle of unhappiness when I am alone. I appear to be happy with others around.
I want to get myself out of debt. I need another job, I'm thinking this will help both problems.
I just need to keep positive and start climbing out of my hole I've dug myself into.


Oh life, you son of a bitch.

I woke up wanting to be inspired and start my day working out. as i was getting ready I started to feel very blue. My hair is bright fucking red and I feel the saddest color of blue. why? I want to feel beautiful and I don't. Why do I need to feel beautiful?

My Hair has changed a lot this month. first pink and blond, then light brown, Orange, really neon orange, dark brown, Red with a touch of magenta. I think its a reflection of my mind.

(i do not know what it is about you that closes
and opens;only something in me understands
the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses)
nobody,not even the rain,has such small hands

Am I an asshole for thinking people who post bulletins that beg for comments on their pictures are pathetic?
It just really upsets me . . . thats not what myspace is all about
fucking popularity contests

I am thinking that I should never drink more than 3 .
any more than 3 I will embarrass myself . . . .

I am finally 21!
tell me your favorite Bar and favorite drink in the phoenix area

I measured myself today turns out I am like a perfect hour glass!
my bust is 35in.
my waist in 24in.
and my hips are 35in.

so thats nice. However my upper thigh is 22in. that means that i have really fat thighs or a really small waist! which ever way you look at it i need to shed some pounds.

But it sucks when it happens.

Fuck